19.4.03
Lifehouse
Out Of Breath
I still feel the same
though everything has changed
the pain it cost now
I feel lost inside of my own name
but I keep running
I am running
I keep living for the day that I'm with you
that I'm with you
the past has left its stain
now I feel the shame
I'll seize the day
if you take away
the chains of yesterday
but I keep running
I am running
I keep living for the day that I'm with you
and I am waiting
I am waiting
I keep waiting for the day that I'm with you
a new day
the sun is shining
seems I'm closer to finding
that life is more than where we are
no way that I am TURNING
as long as the sun is burning
now it seems that all I want is you
I still feel the same
though everything has changed
the pain it cost now
I feel lost inside of my own name
but I keep running
I am running
I keep living for the day that I'm with you
an I am waiting
I am waiting
I keep waiting for the day that I'm with you
that I'm with you
here we go again
by shane barnard
here we go again i forgot about You today
pass the salt to me don't pour it out
well i might as well be cold i figured out
it's all a waste of time
why you dig a well if you're gonna find it dry my friend?
sharpen up that ax, don't chop it down
well you might as well have laid the wet stone down
it's all a waste of time
how can i know this and still walk away?!
my life, it's all a waste of time
why you sippin java if you know you need your rest tonight?
add some sugar please, some sweet and low
and make it all decaffeinated so i won't stay up
it's all a waste of time
why prepare for battle if you're never gonna fight my friend?
battle lines are drawn, negotiating with the Spirit
can i make a deal on my own terms?
it's all a waste of time
how can i know this and still walk away?!
my life, it's all a waste of time
to be in my, in my comfort zone
Your life is the Truth, so worthy of my time!
here we go again i forgot about You today
numb
by jared ross, shane & caleb
i can smell the smoke in my room
i feel the heat on my face but i don't
know where it's coming from
my Best Friend looks at me and says
stop, drop, and roll
i search my skin for flames
this stuff i s getting old
wake up now
lift up your eyes
feel my pain
realize and recognize
i call your name
time has come
you are numb
the hunter coats his knife with
blood one winter's night
licks the blade that takes his life
masked by the elements
his senses unaware
an eternal mistake
that left him lying there
but he did not know
the future his actions foretold
and he did not feel,
the blood that made him real
Sorry To Myself
For hearing all my doubts so selectively and
For continuing my numbing love endlessly.
For helping you and myself: not even considering
For beating myself up and overfunctioning.
To whom do I owe the biggest apology?
No one’s been crueler than I’ve been to me.
For letting you decide if I indeed was desirable
For myself love being so embarassingly conditional.
And for denying myself to somehow make us compatible
and for trying to fit a rectangle into a ball.
And
To whom do I owe the biggest apology?
No one’s been crueler than I’ve been to me.
I'm sorry to myself.
My apologies begin here before everybody else.
I'm sorry to myself.
For treating me worse than I would anybody else.
For blaming myself for your unhappiness
and for my impatience when I was perfect where I was.
Ignoring all the signs that I was not ready,
and expecting myself to be where you wanted me to be.
To whom do I owe the first apology?
No one’s been crueler than I’ve been to me.
And
I’m sorry to myself.
My apologies begin here before everybody else.
I’m sorry to myself.
For treating me worse than I would anybody else.
Well, I wonder which crime is the biggest ?
Forgetting you or forgetting myself...
Had I heeded the wisdom of the latter,
I would’ve naturally loved the former.
For ignoring you: my highest voices.
For smiling when my strife was all too obvious.
For being so disassociated from my body,
and for not letting go when it would’ve been the kindest thing.
To whom do I owe the biggest apology?
No one’s been crueler than I’ve been to me.
And
I’m sorry to myself.
My apologies begin here before everybody else
I’m sorry to myself.
For treating me worse than I would anybody else.
I’m sorry to myself.
My apologies begin here before everybody else
I’m sorry to myself.
For treating me worse than I would anybody else